lame doh segho...part 2..

yang second part ni an..hrmm..ni sal orang yang aku sayng gak...
hari tu, die sms aku, tnyer ahh satu soklan...soklan ni lame dah aku xdngr..lau dlu, most of da time gak kot aku dngr dari mulut die....haha... shocked gak wei die tnyer camtu...hmm ala..bukan soklan ape pon tapi for me, that soklan is one of the symbol dat shows how close we both are...(mungkin la)... dah die tnye kan, aku pon jwb la scara sbaik mungkin even dia nak jwapan yang jujur dari aku..xde tipu2... tapi, ape nak buat..hati aku xsnggp untuk bercakap scara jujur dngnnya regarding soklan ni... atau...mungkin aku xtahu ape jwapan yang patot dijawab...ape yang aku jawab, ialah jawpn yang selalu aku jwb bile waktu dlu2.... all i want is make die happy...haha.. adkah aku ni munafik?? adakah aaku ni seorng yang xjujur?? ape yang patot aku buat?? ahh.. aku xkesah.. asalkan.........asalkan..ahh...xkesah....
then kan, dah abeh dah sal soklan tu, die sms....."sori ame deh..lamo doh xkecek gini nge ame..sori deh"..(lebih kurng gitu la)... apekah....??? ape yang patot aku bagi reaksi??? mungkin kalau dlu, aku dah hilang dalam dunia kesedihan klau die berkata bgitu....tapi skarang.. aku terasa seperti orang yang tidak berperasaan....walau jauh dilubuk jantung aku ni , aku nak sngt rasa seperti aku rasa time dlu.....
tapi satu hal yang aku still sebak didada....
aku berterima kasih kepadanya(dlam hati) kerana ade gak die mase tuk pkir sal aku yang entah sape ni...


terima kasih...terima kasih...kerana mungkin anda mengambil berat pasal saya...dan..maafkan saya kearana terpaksa berbohong pada anda dengn mengatakan saya..."tidak ape2"...maafkan saya ya....

lame doh segho ...part 1

hai..ape kabar blog..haha... i got no name for u like the others gave theirs.... it does not important for me!! hehe

for this site or this page,i wanted to write bout...erm...let me think first...ermm...mmm.mmmm
aku ni sorang anak bongsu.. everyone well aware of that..well..most of maybe...
being wanting to have a lil' brother has been exist in me since i'm starting my high school..
its a fact that i wont having one...huhu..
since i've been through a lot in form 4, my life has changed a bit when i am in form 5... i changed myself to be more..more an more dependable(i guess)... i tried to throw away my childishness in the dustbin...just because wanting to be reliable...
what a nonsense right??hahaha
actually, what i want to write is that i cared someone(junior of mine) just like he is my lil' borther...even i've never had one though... i am accidently cared for him... i'd like to see him to lead a happy life...well, most of what a big brother want his lil' brother to be...it is something like that...
hramm... i love u my little brother(A.B)... = )